One Month...

May 11th - Exactly ONE MONTH until my transplant.  I haven't the words to describe how I feel - happy, excited, anxious, scared, hopeful and worried to name a few.

Here's what today looked like outside from the fires in southern Georgia...

Florida Smoke and Mirrors - 2 of 5

Florida Smoke and Mirrors - 3 of 5

...the air was horrible, and lucky me, I sit by one of the only two windows in our dialysis unit.  It smelled like bad cigarette smoke or maybe a really crowded bar during my whole treatment.  When I went outside it was God awful worse.  The irony?  Seeing people standing outside smoking cigarettes...

I only wish I could be healthy enough to choose my method of killing myself... When I get this new kidney I'm not ruining it for NOTHING!