Since coming home from vacation I've had to increase my dry weight twice. This is un-nerving to me for other reasons, but at least I've stopped throwing up at every treatment. Boy I hate that! Feeling so miserable and knowing its only temporary, but its still miserable just the same. I hate it when I feel sick and have to get extra fluid and then I leave a little over my established dry weight. It bothers me a LOT, actually. I feel more accomplished and in control when I leave at least a few tenths under my dry weight... then I usually reward myself by drinking a soda, which I would normally not do.
On the transplant front - I'm finished with all my tests with the exception of the PAP smear which is scheduled for next week. I hope it goes well (no reason why it shouldn't, I've never had problems before) and that I get approved for the transplant soon. I agonize over dialysis more and more every day :P
